Do you lie to yourself?
If you do, then you're about to destroy your entire life and career! Lying to yourself is one of the worst things you can do to yourself.
Most of us don't actually seek out truths. Instead, we try to avoid even finding them out.
There are places in your life that are screwed up. There are insecurities which you have inside that you don't wanna face. But, you REALLY need to face it.
If you really want to be successful you need to be true to yourself. Lying to yourself in all (or just in specific) areas of your life will be very harmful to you.
If there is one advice I could give you is... Don't life to yourself. Instead, choose to face reality.